This blog abruptly ended a long time ago.

Did the Dixie Chicks make this song for me???????????
Not Ready to Make Nice/

Just one thought to truly think about.......

Remember the Past. Plan for the Future. But LIVE FOR TODAY!!!!

Thats all.

Had the D & C today. It was the best choice. It was not too bad. I am pretty weak as I lost a full unit of blood (16 oz for those that do not know units). I need to get an iron supplement from the health food store. & perhaps some Malt o Meal.
I am at peace with my decision. Time to move through.

Still waiting for this m/c to start. It sucks. I am considering surgery, but is scares me. We shall see.

I have had another child die. I had not told many people this but I was pregnant. Now that baby has died too. I am feeling all kinds of stuff. Now I am just waiting for it to be over. My luck, I will pass this baby on Alexa's 9 month aniversary on friday. It just all sucks.